"The strength within me"

I don't know what's happening to me.
Why I'm so afraid?
Why I'm turning in circles with nobody around?

My days seem like night all through the week.
Dark and misty with cloudy fog,
where it's hard to focus or peek.

The life I'm living don't add up to what I imagine.
A loner, wondering around in his own domain,
Just to create happiness with himself by change.

This man has to have spiritual morals intact in his chapter,
The true essence of life and what he may be after.

Short of others presence, and lack of communications with lost souls,
Being anti-social is a depression,
but also a method to my destination and soul.

I'm going to make it,
I'm going to survive.
I'm shooting to the top
eventually my rainy days got to stop.

"When it do", There will be nothing but light,
a glow around me, where my darkness turns bright.
Then you'll witness true power and see,
How God blessed and showed
The Strength Within Me....

           By Darron K. Humphrey