"IT"S JUST ME"

IT'S JUST ME" BY DARRON K. HUMPHREY

Lying here troubling myself with madness on my mind.
Emotionally screwed up in the brain and going insane.
Upset and pissed off at the world.
Is it something I'm not seeing?
Am I going blind?

Intense with anger punishing me;
when I should change.
Mentally not prepared for the harm I'm causing myself.
Moody at times and feeling heartless in the end.

Rage and pain is the pair I'm always dealt.
My temper allows my demons to come in and seek revenge.
At times I feel like a maniac, "in joust" with "I don't know who".

Out of control, holding a grudge, furiously feeling violent,
Deceiving myself to believe that I don't have a clue of what to do.
No one to talk to so my brain races while I stay silent.

My time running out; I'm growing grey and getting weak at the knees.
Is stress taking me down?
Is it psychological?
or
It's just me?