IT'S JUST ME" BY DARRON K. HUMPHREY
Lying here troubling myself with madness on my mind.
Emotionally screwed up in the brain and going insane.
Upset and pissed off at the world.
Is it something I'm not seeing?
Am I going blind?
Intense with anger punishing me;
when I should change.
Mentally not prepared for the harm I'm causing myself.
Moody at times and feeling heartless in the end.
Rage and pain is the pair I'm always dealt.
My temper allows my demons to come in and seek revenge.
At times I feel like a maniac, "in joust" with "I don't know who".
Out of control, holding a grudge, furiously feeling violent,
Deceiving myself to believe that I don't have a clue of what to do.
No one to talk to so my brain races while I stay silent.
My time running out; I'm growing grey and getting weak at the knees.
Is stress taking me down?
Is it psychological?
It's just me?
Can I tickle you without touching you
put a smile upon your face of happiness and grace?
Can I feel your heart with laughter
and put love where there's a empty space?
Can I merrily make sounds of sweet hymns in your ear?
Can I be a shoulder to lean on?
and a wipe when you cry and shed tears?
Can I hold you, console you, comfort you in a hug?
Can I be the one to sooth you when you need a good rub?
Can I? May I?
Say yes, please.
Would you? Should you make me the one you need?
No one can compare to you,
nobody can take your place.
I guess love has its way of showing that your love can bring brighter days.
Realize us together
Each moment loving your mind,
sex can wait, no need to rush.
What I'm trying to give you,
is what most couples don't give to each other.
The time, good conversation,
and friendship before being intimate lovers.
Most of all I want to give you something full time you can employ,
Not a worry, nor a maybe or worldly things,
but peace by prayer and God blessing you with joy.
By Darron K. Humphrey (C) 2012
My name is Darron Humphrey. Writing has been my entire life. Starting with poetry to music then novels, I branch off to writing movie scripts and sitcoms. As of 2012 I released my first Reality Show- "If I Had A Video". Welcome to writers lane at REALITY POET