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Just a reminder to myself that life can be so selfish. Friends, family, associates, and even neighbors stayed in my face kissing ass almost, if not everyday. What did I have that they wanted? It wasn't friendship, no brother hood, no nothing. It was fake ass people that pretended for so long to be a loyal individual to me. I raised my share of the streets. What I don't get is where this sickness of hating come from within the same people you been around all your life. Friends, family, associates, o.k... Listen to me people. It's fuck up when another man wants to raise his same age group, but most of them same people will not take care of the kids they have. Shame! Yet they make other people feel like they are being bullied in a way where people still on some 1979 shit. There's no way people are as cruel as they turned out to be. It's a sickness I tell you. Something is really not functional here. Who's to blame for all this brain damage in my city? What made our city as a whole go wrong? I wrote this to confuse the reader at one point or another. This is what my city is, "confusing". Something bad is always coming out of people mouth about somebody. People please forgive whoever, for whatever. Life is too short and we more worried about what everybody else is doing, and not focusing on Gods plan. I'm no preacher, but I am a firm believer in the bible and his word. Chaos and hating is not the solution. We need to learn to love one another and support one another. Everybody and their momma in some sort of the entertainment business and yet we still don't have a P.Diddy or Jay Z walking around St.Louis. But everybody got the mentality of Jay Z and P.Diddy. I admit we all got to work for it. The networking game is so fuck up in St.Louis, where the same money is floating around through all our pockets, and the P. Diddy and Jay Z is the Arabics, Mexicans, Bosnians, Caucasians, Africans, and Chinese people that we spend with everyday. We kill each other, hate each other, despise each other, and destroy one another. Why? For no good reason. Yet this is election year and how many people concern about voting? You can't get your vote in gossiping on FaceBook. Nope!! We have to start think as a race, culture, and most certainty individuals. No offense, but most of it comes from the % of young parents that are still children their selves. But I can't point the finger because somebody had to raise them as well. Now it's time for a solution. anybody with me? What can we do? This city can never be a ATL, NYC, LA, CHi, TX, until we change. Now is the time. Marshal Law is underway, and Jesus is too. It's time to get along. We losing when everybody think we winning. Rather I know you or not, it effects me as a person when something happens negative. We are the people. There is no community, jobs, world, or nothing without people. Tell the next man you sorry and break bread as Jesus did. Women, quit dogging the next chick. Make up with somebody that you know in your heart, you really miss. Give them a call. It's about love at the end of the day. we all want to lay down at night peacefully. Let's get rid of the ignorance. Peace and Love....
You can recover. Have Faith. She is pissed right now and have every reason to. Hearts isn't a g.i. joe collection. It's not something you take to the tub to wash your ass with. Value the heart, because these are our last days as we speak. God plan is love!!! I'm not perfect and I'm not a preacher, but I've been in your shoes before. #1 don't cheat.. if all your attention wasn't on that one woman, then you were hurting her from the beginning. Stay real with yourself. If love wasn't in your plan then that should've been the conversation when you met her. I'm not bitching at you either, I'm trying to make you wiser. Think! Love don't make room for another outside love. Quit thinking with your dick.
#2 This video would have pissed her off as well, but it is what it is. Look at this video man. you on here looking like you were about to blow your head off. At least that's what I thought. This was not the most brilliant way of apologizing. Give her time to think before you go rushing in a lions face. She is pissed dude. You have to find a better way to communicate with her and most definitely leave the other woman alone. Because if you don't, then you on her bitching up for nothing. This is not a pick and chose situation, and I want this to help you more than hurt you. Be real with yourself and the other two victims. Yes they are both victims. The other woman has a heart too. Neither is to be pick up and passed around like trash. Both of them is in the same boat. You hurt not only one but 2 and of course yourself. If the other woman is not what you want, then I suggest you take this time to kick her to the curb by going to her to let her know where you guys stand. "NO WHERE". Be polite and pray she doesn't fuck you up. Do let her know the truth though. tell her where your heart really lies, and maybe she could understand. Not unless she didn't care about you anyway. Which may be the case. Who knows? I sure will like to see both of the ladies. Really I just want to see if you fuck up, or did you fuck down? You never cheat on your woman period..... but if you do? then the woman you fuck with should have way more qualities then the one you're with. Don't fuck up for less dude. I really would like to see both of them. I'm thinking that you maybe having a beautiful loving young lady that deserves love, and by the looks of you, the other may be not so much. I'll just say that, don't want to judge.
#3 Are you really being sincere about this issue, or are you just mad because there's no one fucking with you no more because you got yourself busted? Get it together bro. You look bad on here. You want sympathy from her, and she should have none for you. You did this to yourself so snap out this shit and be a man, and handle your shit. Let the one you love have some space to think, and she may want that apology and give you a chance to be better than you were. Do tell the other party that is over. You knew she wasn't worth you losing your woman.
Don't feel like you look, and you look like an ass. Have hope and pray. Let God handle this. If it is meant, she'll come back to you. If not, be strong and learn from "YOUR OWN MISTAKES"
, we all make them. RecapLife and don't do it again or to the next woman that grows feelings for you.
Peace. and I hope you didn't give her aids.
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If there's anything that any of you do today, let it be a "CHANGE". Some people are scared of change, and the rest wait to late to change. Right now is the time and the minute. If you woke up this morning, count your blessings and know that right now is a good time to make a change. Believe me, is also the only way to make a difference.
All of our question are never answered, but we have to really wake up and see what's going on. Marshall Law is here and Fema camps are open all over the world, but empty. Why build all these camps and keep them empty? They wont be empty for long. they are about to start blaming USA and locking us up. there is a food shortage report underway, and a crisis for us all. mothers and fathers need to really ask their children that's in arm forces to stand down and not fight a war that doesn't involve us. we are being thrown in the middle and blamed, and now they are using our love ones -kids, son, daughter, uncle, cousin, husband, wife, etc.. to come and judge us by killing us and placing us in Fema Camps. Facebook has everyone so focus on the next stat that no one is paying attention or giving the real situation enough attention. There has been siting of UFO's all around the world, but who's really watching world news all the time? There's no dispute to what's going on people. and just as they are preparing for war on earth, Jesus sit in the sky everyday waiting on the devil to act up. Look real close at these pics. there are angels and demons above us daily. jesus clearly has the sky filled with his people and ready to attach the devil as soon as he crack the ground we walk on. don't be afraid people. jesus wants you to be ready and on his side so they we can win the war and live in peace forever. you've been warned of the coming of good and bad. the rest is up to you.
may god bless you
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