Just a reminder to myself that life can be so selfish. Friends, family, associates, and even neighbors stayed in my face kissing ass almost, if not everyday. What did I have that they wanted? It wasn't friendship, no brother hood, no nothing. It was fake ass people that pretended for so long to be a loyal  individual to me. I raised my share of the streets. What I don't get is where this sickness of hating come from within the same people you been around all your life. Friends, family, associates, o.k... Listen to me people. It's fuck up when another man wants to raise his same age group, but most of them same people will not take care of the kids they have. Shame! Yet they make  other people feel like they are being bullied in a way where people still on some 1979 shit. There's no way people are as cruel as they turned out to be. It's a sickness I tell you. Something is really not functional here. Who's to blame for all this brain damage in my city? What made our city as a whole go wrong? I wrote this to confuse the reader at one point or another. This is what my city is, "confusing". Something bad is always coming out of people mouth about somebody. People please forgive whoever, for whatever. Life is too short and we more worried about what everybody else is doing, and not focusing on Gods plan. I'm no preacher, but I am a firm believer in the bible and his word. Chaos and hating is not the solution. We need to learn to love one another and support one another. Everybody and their momma in some sort of the entertainment business and yet we still don't have a P.Diddy or Jay Z walking around St.Louis. But everybody got the mentality of Jay Z and P.Diddy. I admit we all got to work for it. The networking game is so fuck up in St.Louis, where the same money is floating around through all our pockets, and the P. Diddy and Jay Z is the Arabics, Mexicans, Bosnians, Caucasians, Africans, and Chinese people that we spend with everyday. We kill each other, hate each other, despise each other, and destroy one another. Why? For no good reason. Yet this is election year and how many people concern about voting? You can't get your vote in gossiping on FaceBook. Nope!! We have to start think as a race, culture, and most certainty individuals. No offense, but most of it comes from the % of young parents that are still children their selves. But I can't point the finger because somebody had to raise them as well. Now it's time for a solution. anybody with me? What can we do? This city can never be a ATL, NYC, LA, CHi, TX, until we change. Now is the time. Marshal Law is underway, and Jesus is too. It's time to get along. We losing when everybody think we winning. Rather I know you or not, it effects me as a person when something happens negative. We are the people. There is no community, jobs, world, or nothing without people. Tell the next man you sorry and break bread as Jesus did. Women, quit dogging the next chick. Make up with somebody that you know in your heart, you really miss. Give them a call. It's about love at the end of the day. we all want to lay down at night peacefully. Let's get rid of the ignorance. Peace and Love....

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